The Pain None Should Feel...

For anyone reading this, please have patience and follow through… I hope you will see the point I am trying to convey.

I have been a lot of places, and seen a fair share. I have broken and crushed my bones. I have been dealt 9 or so concussions. I have undergone multiple surgeries. Lets not forget a voluntary trip to the funny farm. I have endured beatings and pain that I would never wish on any one person. Right now, I am waiting and trying to prepare to the best of my ability to be ready for the most painful endeavor of my life, the loss of a son.

When I was in high school, long before I had a family of my own, I interviewed a funeral director for school. I was to interview someone in a profession I was interested or curious in. Having the morbid interests and outlook I had even then, I chose that one. I asked this man many questions. Out of all of them that I asked him, the one that actually brought this man, this director of 38 years at that point, he cried. Much to my surprise, he wept at my inquiry. The question still burning in my brain:

“Every day you make a living off of death. Is there something in life that has made you so numb to death? Does anyone you see come through ever bother you?”

“Yes, death is a fact of life. I see an older person come through, I am happy for them! They have made that final transition. When I see younger people come through here, it tears me apart! They did not have time to do anything experience life. When I see children come through, I have a very difficult time. Even after almost 4 decades, I see a baby or child… to this day I still need to walk away! I cannot help that. I am human, and that is by far the most heart wrenching thing in this world I can possibly imagine.”

Many years have passed, and now I am almost 20 years older and many things including priorities and outlooks have changed. I have fathered 3 children. My first daughter who I have not seen in almost a decade, my 2^nd daughter who I do my best to relate to however find myself falling short almost every step of the way. Thirdly, would be our son. He was all kinds of messed up during his birth. Now, we are forced to wait and watch him suffer day in and day out.

We know that the complications that have risen and the more that are still bubbling to the surface are more than anyone should ever face. He is 8mo.’s and counting. The doctors told us he would not live 24 hours. Almost 1 year later, he has suffered as have we. This little man has felt death and pain that most of us could never understand. As he has gotten older, he has moments where he smiles and laughs. He reacts to stupid faces I make, his laughter is a truly priceless reward. He has moments that are so maddening that no medicine can soothe.

My wife and I still searching for hopes and praying to hear that all will be well! Willing to do anything to ensure that he wakes up one day and the light switch in his brain just happens to flip the other direction… Sadly, nothing of that nature will ever materialize. Most unfortunately we will never be able to go to a pee wee football game, never will we be able to go to a T-ball game and cheer him on even as he ran to the wrong bases… No… instead my wife and I are stuck waiting for the pain to finally hit. We are sitting here making him as comfortable as we can. We do all that is possible to see he is as happy as humanly possible. I tickle him as often as I can while he is still able to smile.

No one should EVER feel the pain of burying their own child. It is against the flow of nature. You are born, you grow up, you have children, you die, they live on, and they have children of their own who buries them. NO ONE should ever bury their own child.

This is a pain I would never pass to another for any reason or cause…

This is a pain that I cannot describe…

This is a pain I would give anything to make go away…

The most painful thing about our current stigma... my wife and I took every single precaution to prevent anything like this happening. The most maddening aspect is, he is damaged due to the lack of actions from others, the over abundance of stupidity and negligence. Not one of our many measures to ensure his life actually mattered. 

I hate human error.

Optics + Suggestion = Anything...

This Yahoo article is a funny one in my honest opinion! Here, you can read the article about how a couple saw a silhouette of Jesus Christ in the grime and soap scum in their shower... If anyone reading this has ever read anything I have posted regarding the followers of any faith, you know my deep contentment I hold for their blind beliefs... This, I just found too easy to laugh at, and far too difficult to pass up!

I just find this too funny! People see Jesus, and Elvis in anything imaginable! I remember some dry cleaner's worker saw an image of Elvis in a customer's armpit stain... Not joking! Another news story also many years ago, someone saw the likeness of Christ in the flavoring of a piece of breakfast cereal.

Recently, during all the madness and blatant stupidity in the media coverage of the royal wedding, someone say the likeness of Kate on the coating of a Jelly Belly candy... Those are so damn small, I do not care what they look like, I eat the damn things! That is what they are for!

If you look at something that has any form to it, and you tell someone: Hey, I saw this shape and it looks just like an angled penis! Guess what... That person now has an image of a penis in their head and they will look to see that image! Their mind is looking for and trying to match up that image. This is NOT any kind of voodoo magic! This is basic and I mean BASIC use of optics and the most raw form of tip toeing the line to dabble into the realm of suggestion and psychology.

The power of suggestion is only as strong as those involved! That goes with anything! The more persuasive the presenter is to the recipient, the easier it is to convince. Now, if the recipient is easily persuaded, that suggestion process is instilled with even less resistance.

The more people that believe this suggestion, the harder it is to dispute the idea that was presented... Funny to see how something like optics and suggestion can be related to many other and more delicate subjects... Huh?

Anyhow, the comments that I made are here. I am still laughing at them! I hope you find humor in them as I have!

Mindful:
Why is Jesus watching me wash my under carriage? Does he look away when it is time to give attention to my balloon knot?

Tammy C:

you are so well i don't want to call you names but don't you know that jesus see
s everything at all times his father the creater of this world and us gave you life don't you think that he knows everything about you gave you breathe i don't think that after creating you that he really cares if you are dressed or naked he see's all !!!

David:

You can tie it into a knot?

Ilona:
Tammy then WHY do we have to wear clothes and cover it from each other?


Derek:
Can you tie it in a bow?


Elliot:
Tammy...If Jesus is so all knowing, why didn't he give you the ability to write and convey ideas properly? You even used one sentence to say everything. It doesnt amaze me for you to have to believe that some all knowing God thinks you're so special. If we are made in God's image, then wouldn't it be an odd shape to use to create the stars in the universe? Is that why he needs thumbs, to better grip the hydrogen atoms and mold them into a sphere shape? Then poor God has to make other dimensions, black matter and black energy! Wow, and he (NOT she) does all this looking just like us!!! Does he have a wife? How did he make a son? Doesn't he get lonely, or does listening to everyone's prayers keep him busy? I haven't seen the answer in the bible, but still believe it's all true.

Mindful:
Folks... Balloon Knot or Brown Eye. That is a more funny name for my bung holio!

David:
We know. Can you tie it into a knot?

Ilona
Elliot I ask those types of questions all the time (I got a WHOLE bunch more of 'em too)



2nd Comment left:

Mindful:
Why does that mold make it look like Jesus has some hungry bedroom eyes, and eating popcorn!?

Ignorance + Stupidity = Blind Sympathy

On June 6th, 2012 there was an article posted on Yahoo you can read that article here.The headline read:

"NJ Muslims file federal suit to stop NYPD spying"

As per usual, I felt the need to chime in with my thoughts and express the feelings i harbor towards these soon to be terrorists, and people of severe interest. If they are so worried about what people are seeing and or hearing... Don't do what you are not supposed to and there is no problem. I have not changed 1 letter of the comments I posted and or the replies I received. The amount of blind stupidity and bleeding heart sympathy that these people harbor is enough to choke the maggots on a meat wagon! 

Mindful:

OK, please ENLIGHTEN ME? Please? I have taken ACTUAL passages from the Quran and I am posting them here for you Muzlem sympathizers! Please, now that all too many people who are here in America want to DEFEND them, and help the Muzheds set up shop here? Continue reading! I am NOT a bigot, I am an American that has NO tolerance for those who wish to harm MY FAMILY and or my fellow countrymen and women!

The following are ACTUAL passages from the Quran... I promise you, that you will be amazed at the one-sidedness of this holy crap, I meant book!

Quran 8:12:
"I shall cast terror into the hearts of the infidels. Strike off their heads, strike off the very tips of their fingers."

Quran 2:190-2:191
"Slay them wherever you find them. Drive them out of the places from which they drove you. Idolatry is worse than carnage."

Quran 9:73
"Prophet, make war on the unbelievers and the hypocrites and deal rigorously with them. Hell shall be their home: an evil fate."

Quran 48:29
"Muhammad is God's apostle. Those who follow him are ruthless to the unbelievers but merciful to one another."

Quran 5:51
"Believers, take neither the Jews nor the Christians for your friends. They are friends with one another. Whoever of you seeks their friendship shall become one of their number. God does not guide the wrong-doers."

Quran 4:34
"Men have authority over women because God has made the one superior to the other, and because they spend their wealth to maintain them. Good women are obedient. They guard their unseen parts because God has guarded them. As for those from whom you fear disobedience, admonish them and forsake them in beds apart, and beat them."

Richard R:
If you like, I can pick and choose passages from the bible that will sound quite inflamatory as well.

Mindful:
@ Richard: I understand your comment and I can honestly say I agree! I do point that out to bible beaters as well! However, please pull your head out of your own back side and research these monstrous faithful a little more! Ask some of them about their genital mutilation... When a male here and most of the world is born most have him undergo a circumcision, right? In the muzhed faith they do the same thing to girls! They remove the clitoris for the fact that women are forbidden to receive pleasure during sex. They are to serve their man, and pop out more fanatics. I meant kids. Now, moving on, ask them about their robes and masks. The women are not allowed to show their skin to any man not related to them. Ask some of them anything! You will not! Too many are like you! You see a book and you can tell by the cover if you like what you see or not... Me? I don't need the pictures to keep my attention! I look at what is inside and I like to know WHY it is how it is. These muzheds could all die off tomorrow and I would not shed one tear for any of them. I despise muzheds more than I hate the ignorance that is spreading here at home faster than any epidemic in human history! 

Mindful:
@ Richard again: How many Christians, Catholics, Pagans, Scientoligists, and etc. do you know promote dousing a woman with corrosive acid for rejecting them? How many? I knwo that there are VERY few religions with no blood on their hands! I do realize that. However please open your eyes and your mind will follow! In the Islam faith, men are allowed to throw acid and disfigure women who reject hem. This has been going on for many, many years long before you fell out of your mother at the K-Mart...


2nd comment same Article:
Does anyone else find this disturbing at best that the Muzlemz hate Americans, yet they are swarming here like they are about to take over the place. Then going another step, they are using OUR legal system against us for their own gain. Am I the only one seeing a problem here!?

Kathy:
Everybody should. Imagine what they're going to do when there are enough of them to take control politically. Just look at every Muslim country on Earth and tell me which one you want the U.S. to become.

Mindful:
@ Kathy: Thumbs up! They do not want peace! They hate their own! What do people here NOT see about this? What do they think is going to happen? Nothing good! Nothing can prevent what has already been put into motion. All I can do is hope I am far enough away when the pile are flying off the fan blades! Sadly, I fear as tho that is not a possibility.

T: 

@Mindful...NO, you're not the only one. Anyone who doesn't see what's happening here is simply not looking.

Kathy:
Yes, this is not a liberal/conservaitve issue. If anything, every liberal should be dead-set against Muslims. They would take away all of our rights and freedoms.

Mindful:
@ T: I agree with your statement but would like to revise it... You said anyone not seeing is simply not looking... You are right. My point is that people are doing more than not looking! They are making efforts to remain blind! Ignorance is bliss they say, right? Forget about Disney Land! America must be tickled belly button white! The amount of blatant ignorance I see on a daily basis is staggering at best!


3rd comment on same article:
These people want us to stop spying on them? OK, there is a simple solution here! Very simple! GET OUT OF OUR COUNTRY! They want the police to stop spying on them? Our government will not deny that they spy on US, we the people! We are the ones paying these people to spy on us and others here in the U.S. and all over. They do not want the NYPD spying on them? Don't do something that causes suspicion! Do not be of a fanatic group that does very bad things... In short, if you do not like our country, our laws, and our people? No one asked them to be here, no one is asking them to stay here. I would happily pack their bags and bombs and send them back to the caves they were born in!

Repost after rejection:
These people want us to stop spying on them? OK, there is a simple solution here! Very simple! Go home to your camels, and 7/11's! They want the police to stop spying on them? Our government will not deny that they spy on US, we the people! We are the ones paying these people to spy on us and others here in the U.S. and all over. They do not want the NYPD spying on them? Don't do something that causes suspicion! Do not be of a fanatic group that does very bad things... In short, if you do not like our country, our laws, and our people? No one asked them to be here, no one is asking them to stay here. I would happily pack their bags and bombs and send them back to the caves they were born in!

Another rejection:
Funny how I have 7 successful comment postings and yet there is one that will NOT stay posted... I wonder why! Thanks for letting me grasp my freedom of expression and speech oh so tightly Yahoo! Much appreciated!

reply to myself:

Let me see if I can post my comment as a reply... Hmmm...

These people want us to stop spying on them? OK, there is a simple solution here! Very simple! GET OUT OF OUR COUNTRY! They want the police to stop spying on them? Our government will not deny that they spy on US, we the people! We are the ones paying these people to spy on us and others here in the U.S. and all over. They do not want the NYPD spying on them? Don't do something that causes suspicion! Do not be of a fanatic group that does very bad things... In short, if you do not like our country, our laws, and our people? No one asked them to be here, no one is asking them to stay here. I would happily pack their bags and bombs and send them back to the caves they were born in!

ANOTHER rejection:

Another attempt failed to post! Yet, I can post on other articles? Funny how when I start to make sense, Yahoo likes to shut me down. Thanks you kool-aid drinking blind sheep!

Let me see if I can post my comment as a reply... Hmmm...

These people want us to stop spying on them? OK, there is a simple solution here! Very simple! GET OUT OF OUR COUNTRY! They want the police to stop spying on them? Our government will not deny that they spy on US, we the people! We are the ones paying these people to spy on us and others here in the U.S. and all over. They do not want the NYPD spying on them? Don't do something that causes suspicion! Do not be of a fanatic group that does very bad things... In short, if you do not like our country, our laws, and our people? No one asked them to be here, no one is asking them to stay here. I would happily pack their bags and bombs and send them back to the caves they were born in!

Hey Yahoo, I hope the government and the Muzheds are paying you well to sensor the users that are diving up your ratings!

This was a comment I saw by another user that I felt needed attention...

Brett:
Given Muslims' track record for terrorism around the world, every Muslim in this country should be kept under surveillance. If they don't like it, no one is forcing them to stay.

James:
The plain is ready when they are.

Mindful:
The plane that the go home on, can we plant explosives on that one? The send us so many care packages! It is only polite that we return their generosity!

Junaid:
ah, pure ignorance and hatred in its dumbest form... keep up the good work you worthless hicks

Mindful:
@ Junaid: Please let me know where in Baltimore you are... I would love to show you some hillbilly loving! You want to scream at people for a simple typo? How about I show you how I feel about your blatant stupidity? I hate, and I mean this with ever fiber of my being.. I hate Muzlemz! If I happen to see a Quran on a store shelf, I buy it only to burn it and then relive myself by emptying ever drop from my bladder to extinguish the the flames! What kind of ink are those publishers using? The burning pages smell normal the ink just stinks... Or is it the actual religion itself that is putting off that stench? No matter how you put it, it just smells like the color brown!

and so it begins...

I am not sure where this one will take me... If you are above ground and actually alive while reading this, then I am sure that you have heard of this cannibal attack in Miami, Florida. There are more stories about this attack than I can possibly shake a sawed-off shotgun at... I find it funny that the authorities are blaming this attack on a new form of LSD. 

Everyone is so desensitized to this kind of thing due to Hollywood. There are zombie movies dating back long before I was born. Hell, I will say that there are movies depicting walking dead before anyone reading this was born. I say that with the up most confidence due to the first actual portrayal of zombies opened in 1932. The movie was called, and I am serious as a heart attack! White Zombie.

nzambi which means the spirit of a dead person.The word entered the English language in 1871.the origin of zombi's comes from the voo-doo culture (Ironically in the land of its origin, the term "voo-doo" is actually translated to: Holy.) The voo-doo priest created a "zombie powder" that was composed of Tetrodotoxin a poison found in the puffer fish and dissociatives such as datura when combined these powders induce death like symptoms and would make the victims totally subject to the bokor are sorcerer that administered the powder. The origin of the zombie is Africa and Haiti.

Getting back to the movie I had previously mentioned, white zombie. The most important zombie film simply because it was the first and essentially started to pave the way for better, bigger, and of course the more gory reenactments that were sure to follow. Made in 1932 directed and produced by the Halperin brothers, White Zombie starred Bela Lugosi. The story takes place in Haiti, where the plantation owner uses his supernatural powers over the natives to force them to do his bidding as zombies. Beaumont (a character in the film) is turned down by Madeline Short, upset that Short would reject his marriage proposal, Beaumont makes a deal with Lugosi. In this deal he has asked Lugosi to use his powers on Short to turn her into a Zombie so she could be Beaumont's love slave. Lugosi turns short into a zombie and refuses to release Short. Using Short as a means to control Beaumont, this causes Beaumont and Short’s fiancé to attack Lugosi and destroy his sugar mill in order to free Short. The film was based on a 1928 pay called Zombie.

Revolt of the Zombies a sequel to White Zombie followed in 1936 also produced by the Halperin brothers. This was the second Zombie film. The 1936 film "Things to Come" based on a novel by H.G. Wells, is the first to bring the apocalyptic zombie, this lead to the introduction of Zombies were contagious as if the illness were a viral plague.

This is of course just a VERY small snippet of what is out there on the topic. When you ask the average person about Zombie movies, the first one that comes to mind is of course the most famous! The Night of the Living Dead. That movie in that time, back in the 50's? I guess by their standards it was scary as hell! Having grown up watching things like that. Watching movies by Alfred Hitchcock, and reading Edgar Allen Poe. I don't scare easy! That fact is, when the black guy made it all the way to the next day and then he walks out and gets shot? I am not trying to sound like a heartless ass wipe,  but OMG that is funny as hell! 


I love reading about the origins of things. In short, this news article of a cannibalistic meth-head running around and gnawing on people... I find it seriously funny yet moving to outright disturbing that we are so quick to dismiss this issue. The attacker who has been identified as Rudy Eugene being a 31 yr old man in Miami. I find it sad all around that this man was driven this far out of his mind. 


What NO ONE is taking into consideration... What the hell did that homeless guy ever do to that man to deserve such a horrific death! I am terrified at the thought of suffocating, drowning, or being burned alive. I cannot think of one time in my life where I have EVER given enough thought to being eaten alive. 


Yeah... After today, I do not think I can or will ever eat another open face sammich...

Did Jesus Have Cavities?

This article was about a guy selling "Scripture Candy"... No, I am sadly not kidding! The links is there and here...  The string of comments that unfolded were not predicted and or anticipated! While not predicted and or anything, they were funny as hell! I thank all that spoke up and chimed in! This was one of the least productive however mentally refreshing days I can recall having in ages!

The Mindful Lunatic:

People giving my jokes thumbs down, keep going! I think it is funny as hell! The reason that these jokes and things like this are truly hilarious is due to the fact that the jokes are based on fact. So, keep giving me bad ratings. I will keep thinking of more for you to click on!

Blue:

*Gives you thumbs up*

The Mindful Lunatic:

*Give you a thumbs up, in return!*

Blue:

*And does it again*

Reverend Jim:

OHhh ohhhh, can I play? I see each of your thumbs and raise you two, one from each of my accounts.

Blue:

@Reverend: With one sure, but two no. Have a thumb war with yourself first and see which one wins to play. Two may enter, one may leave.

Reverend Jim:

Fine then, see if I let you play in my reindeer games. *lowers head and sulks away*

Blue:

D: Now that's a guilt trip.

The Mindful Lunatic:

Up or Down, I am ROFL'ing! TY guys! Please keep this going!

Reverend Jim:

I'd like to keep it going but someone said I'm not allowed to play, so I'm taking my ball and going home.

Blue:

D: lies and slander. In sum, it meant you can half play o.o

Just Me:

I refuse to have my personalities fight it out, they're getting along for the first time in weeks so either we both play or we both go home.

Queen of Extreme:

Hey, what's all the fighting about?

Reverend Jim:

Great, now you've gone and woken up the little woman. *runs and hides*

Blue:

Hey now, I am not taking all the credit for this. You get back here.

The Mindful Lunatic:

I think you are all just jealous cause the voices talk to me!

Reverend Jim:

Hell NO, I'm not the one that woke her up.

Reverend Jim:

Don't taunt her, just run away. Trust me.

Blue:

@Mindful: Does it ever sing to you?
@Reverend: If I am going down, I will NOT go alone.
@Queen: *waves* He did it.

Just Me:

*Attempts to slink away unnoticed*

The Mindful Lunatic:

@ Blue: I said voices sir, plural. Do they sing to me? Yes! Took me a long time to get them on my schedule. If they are feeling retro or throw-back, then they sometimes bust out in barber shop quartet type...

The Mindful Lunatic:

Whoa! You go nowhere! Someone, quick get me a pineapple! It's 4 O'clock!

Queen of Extreme:

Maybe they could sing the ompa-lompa song since the article is about candy. ompa ompa dupity de....If you are wise you'll listen to me.

Blue:

@Mindful: Excellent, you can be their manager.

Reverend Jim:

Please don't let her sing, she's always off key. Oh, and here's a pineapple @mindful, I just don't want to know what you're gonna do with it.

The Mindful Lunatic:

@ Jim: Watch Little Nicky... You will understand soon enough...

The Mindful Lunatic:

@ Queen: That is one of my theme songs! If I ever won the lottery, I would pay a "Little Person" to carry an MP3 player that blared that as I walked down the street!

Blue:

@Mindful: OH DEAR GOD CANDY... x.x I never wanted a pineapple again after seeing that lol.

Reverend Jim:

@ mindful: I've seen it, I just didn't get the reference right away. LOL

Reverend Jim:

if this keeps up this will be the most replied to post on here, which could lead to more voices in the peanut gallery. Peanuts, Get your Peanuts HERE!

Blue:

I'll take a Snoopy.

The Mindful Lunatic:

What about... just think for a second... what about pineapple candy? Not only does it fit the article but, hits my reference as well!

The Mindful Lunatic:

Hey Jim... I cannot have peanuts. However I am in the mood for wings, so how about we get Woodstock over here!?

Just Me:

Sorry, Jim's not home right now but if you leave a message I'll be sure that he gets it.

Just Me:

I don't want wings, but I have a better Idea.

Just Me:

CHOCOLATE.....

Just Me:

COVERED......

Just Me:

JESUS!

Just Me:

 It's so Good it's a sin to eat it. ROFLMAO

The Mindful Lunatic:

Here is another thought I have... People worship Jesus. OK, for over 2,000 years now people have been asking: "Have you found Jesus?" My answer is is simple: No, I did not know i was supposed to be looking for him!

The Mindful Lunatic:

What about a classic spin on that very same thought? Again, people have been looking for Jesus for over 2,000 years! OK, I think we should REALLY give thought to crowning him the Hide and Seek Champion! Who's with me?!

The Mindful Lunatic:

Hey now! Don't quit on me now! This was seriously funny!

Blue:

Was on lunch break. Talk to my union.

Reverend Jim:

I think we should put his picture on the side of milk cartons like they do for missing kids.

Reverend Jim:

And didn't quit either, I have important fantasy baseball things to do.

Reverend Jim:

Actually I am quiting, I have to drive home from work in a few minutes. Peace out.

The Mindful Lunatic:

I wish they never stopped doing that! When I saw those pictures on the milk cartons I always did what any god fearing Christians would... You have no idea how hard it is to polish the one eyed gopher while doing 75mph down the high way! I never thought that missing children could be so smexy!

The Mindful Lunatic:

Hey! If we are ending this thread, I wanted to be sure that it was a memorable ending! Thanks for the laughs!!

Reverend Jim:

Who's ending? I'll try and come back later.

The Mindful Lunatic:

When will Jesus bring the pork chops! I wanna know!

The Mindful Lunatic:

If you accept Jesus, and are reborn... do you get a second belly button?

The Mindful Lunatic:

Looking at that last statement... Accepting Jesus... Thinking about recent headlines and knowing what I do about faith... The church does not like abortions and or Homosexuals. Who is bound to have fewer abortions? Furthermore, the accepting Jesus thing... If I were to accept him... should I be waiting with a lubricant and or towels to clean up with?

Time Cover: Breastfeeding Controversy

Yahoo published a story about the TIME cover of a woman breastfeeding her 3 year old. So? Lucky kid! I felt obligated to comment due to my personal standings on this topic! I truly endorse breastfeeding! There are so many different levels of health breastfeeding promotes! It is not to be seen as perverted, and or abusive! Not in the least! Too many people are too quick to judge and force their fears and or anxieties on others. These idiots that are screaming foul need to seriously pull their heads out of their asses! The picture of the current cover below is the on in question. 

Yahoo Article is available to be read here: Time Cover " Are You Mom Enough?"

Then I had seen that there was a reprint of the same article... I love how the media regurgitates their stupidity! 

My comment was simple! The replies I got just goes to show that people are wound so fucking tight these days that it is no wonder people snap so easy!

The Mindful Lunatic:

If it was another woman nursing, no one would scream foul... Funny how censorship is so selective! If you do not like something, do not look! If you are offended at something, walk away! There is no need or reason to push your hang ups on everyone else! 

Dogzilla:

You are indeed a lunatic.

Angry:

yep. your screen name says it all.

Greg:

Has decency and good sense become a hang up? Time has never gotten over being involved in the deaths of our soldiers (nor should they be) with Flush the Koran story. A once required reading magazine is going broke. Time has become the new Enquirer. Good luck competing with them. Good luck to this young man. You're going to need it.

Mr.

I don't have any "hangups" on breastfeeding. It is a natural occurrence and rightly so. Methinks that urination is a natural occurrence, but if you do that in public, you get arrested. Selective censorship?

The Mindful Lunatic:

You people that sit there on your high and mighty thrones passing judgment... Please by all means... You want to strip a woman of her NATURAL ability and rights? Please, let me strip you of something that you hold just as near and dear! Here a thought! I am going to assume that you idiots know how to read... It is NOT up to you to decide when a child should make a transition! Not up to you to decide where a child can and or should eat. Secondly, the U.S. is the laziest, fattest, and most anal retentive nation on Earth! I have seen many women in public breastfeeding. I do not gawk, I do not do anything but keep moving. It is SIMPLE! IF YOU DO NOT LIKE IT MOVE ON! You do not like my thinking SO WHAT!? You actually think that your ignorance and prude lifestyles will bother me? No. Not one iota. You people are seriously FUKKINGREPRESSED!

Just Curious...

I have done this a few times before and here I am again... I am watching the stats of my blog and the posts, I see the same countries hitting my posts everyday. Every once in a while, I ask for people's feedback. In the year that this blog/thread has been active, not once has anyone else ever commented. No one has ever left feed back. I am rounding the 1,000 views marker and I have been read in 28 countries. Again, not one person follows, not one person has said one word whether it be positive or negative. 

I know that a lot of my posts will hit some as narrow minded, one sided, maybe even paranoid and delusional. 

I write what I feel, I write what is cluttering up my brain. Not one person on this Earth can tell me that you are never afraid to voice your opinion! No one on this planet will be honest 100% of the time. When I am here, I have that freedom. I have to keep my mouth shut and my feelings and thoughts in lock-down for 85-90% of my day... I write to drain the excess baggage in my head. 

Until I started writing, I found that the baggage was piling up. That the weight of each new item, thought, stress, worry, were all adding up and forcing me further int o the abyss. I find it very difficult to talk to anyone about anything. I find it very frustrating to try to find the words in verbal communication. Here, I can type, I can read, proof read, delete at will... Here, I can actually sound some what intelligent. 

When you are talking, others listening to you do not have 20 to 30 minutes to hear your thought on one or two sentences. So far, this post has taken me a lot longer to write than what it has taken you to read. That is what i am saying. Here, I can take as long as I want and my time spent here is therapeutic, relaxing, and mentally taxing. Taxing in a good way though!

Far too many people these days are losing grips with things! Too many people these days are too quick to bottle up and shut down! They find it easier to run with the flow of things and not challenge anyone to step out of their sheltered mindset and just for 1 minute, maybe and I am stretching here maybe 90 seconds of their lives... just to think for themselves. 

That is what I do... I love to take something that I feel strongly about, I present my thinking to you the reader and I hope beyond any measure that you will disagree. Seriously! If you and I were to look at the same identical thing, you and I held this same identical item, I promise you that you and I would not have too many ideas, thoughts, and or reactions about that item. What I am getting at is simply this... I love to discuss! Discussion makes the gears grind in your mind! When your mind is working and solving for a problem, more gears start turning and then you guessed it, more start in reaction! 

It is said that we use about 10% of our brains actively... I can see that! What if I were to engage you in a discussion that you were so engrained in your belief of that topic that your beliefs, teachings, and observations of said belief were then put to the challenge? I can tell you from experience, that challenge is rarely met with anything other than hostility, frustration, anger, and regretfully sometimes violence any magnitude! 

I love to make people think! I LOVE to know that someone out there is actually reading my head cheeze... I need to know why people are reading my blog! I would love nothing more than to know what it is that keeps people coming back! Is it my charm and tenderness? Is it the fact that I flat out don't fucking care what people have to say and or think!? 

If I say something that you do not like? So what!? If I post something you do not agree with? CHALLENGE ME! If by some chance you agree with me? TELL ME WHY! Do not agree with me cause you are a lost and blind sheep! NO! If you want to read more about my thought process, trust me when I say I am happy to blabber it out! If you ask my OPINION and then you tell me I am wrong, be ready to back that shit up! You ask me for an opinion it is just that! my opinions vary as per day, weather, situation, and etc... 

In closing, if you like my blog and posts? Please tell me. 

If you do not? 

 NO ONE IS FORCING YOU TO READ MY SHITTY THOUGHTS!